OMG!!! ok i understand friends let u down but who would think that family would be the same way... so i was suppose to go on a cruise in may with my cousin & her friends... she calls me this morning to tell me that all her friends and her were meeting for coffee.. she was soooo pushy about me going that i figured something was up... so she tells me she can't get the time off from work to go BUT she is going on vacation with her ex-boyfriend... its not that i dont like her friends its just that im not that close... crap like this pisses me off... dont convince me to go on vacation and then just fking ditch me cuz u got a free trip...my friends have let me down b-4 but i would never think she would... im so tired of peoples bullshit... everyone is the same can u every really count on someone... u start to think that someone is different and that their going to prove u wrong but they go and do the exact same thing as everyone else....  then ppl ask y im so negative and pesimistic.... how are u suppose to see the cup as half full if everyone keeps dumping the fking water out... so far my 2 best friends that i have known my entire life, my parents, my brother, and my cousin have let me down... who's next the fking dog... people think me and best friend are super duper close cuz they always see us at skool together and we always get are nails and hair done together and cuz where both have the same major but its bullshit..  we only hang out if we're getting are nails or hair or inschool.. monday -friday we talk but on weekends its like what i have friends... her entire world is her boyfriend who is a complete loser and cheater... shes refuses to accept and would rather ignore it than acknowledge... lets see b-4 she dated him.. he made out with me & my other 2 friends and even asked me out but i said no cuz i knew the kind of guy he was... when he started dating her he had gf.. so if he cheated on her didnt she think he would cheat on her.... all she does is hang out with him and if shes not with him shes at home.... we were the kind of ppl who use to spend friday-sunday at the bar getting drunk and having fun... now she doesnt go to the bar cuz he doesntlike to go.... y are peoples lives soooooooooooooo consumed by their boyfriends... once u get a boyfriend does ur own life go out the window.... food for thought.... whats the point in believing inpeople if they all end up letting you down one way or another????